• 이름 : todms524
• 작성일 : 2014-07-08
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Today I was absent from both of class and internship.

I don't know why …. nowdays I think I lose my passion for studying because leaving time is coming.

I know I should do my best though I can't control my mind. Actually my class is pretty boring......it's one of the most effective reasons and chika finished her period in internship cuz i'm alone. On my way to company is so scary and threatened. It is located in south where known as a dangerous region.

I have just two weeks left and most of my friends who in abroad prepare to go back to korea.

Furthermore, most of my foreign friends who made relationship in here are gone. That's why I really miss everyone especially my family. However before that, I really expect western trip with my authentic friends. We will try to make the most memorable trip we've ever experienced.

I realized three things in here. First, I feel how valuable my people. Actually when I was in korea, people who are around me regarded as just friends or family something like that, but after I came here my thought was totally changed. They are the most valuable property in my life. Finally I decided that when I go back to korea, I will be nice to them. I know I neglected to them. I want to apologize them.

Second, before I came here, I thought that I didn't feel lonely but I figured out it's not true.

I have been living abroad for 10months, finally I noticed that I can feel loneliness strongly.

Actually I have lots of friends even 5 members of family, I had lived in crowded atmosphere. That's why I didn't have an opportunity to feel lonely. Also I know that I couldn't do anything without my parents even cook. I had been relying on my parents. I needed to raise sense of independence.

So I think it was really good choice to come here. I learned not only English but a lot of things.

The last, there are a lot of great people in many aspect. I met many kinds of people.

Some people are really smart, dillegent.. perfect. I definetely respect them. They are adorable people.

They stimulated me to do my best everythings I do. And I met a lot of rich people. Before I came here, I just envyed them. I thought they don't need to worry about their future and they can everything what they want. Actually it's true, but some of them have no ultimate goal. I noticed that living without goal is really pitiful and unhappy. I know some people might say it's just inferiority complex. However I will not my circumstance. I just try to do my best, I hope that my future will be bright.

I also hope that This diary evoke me how lucky I am. I really gratitude for my parents and everyone around me.